Another regurgitation/choking/coughing fit this morning from MW left me in bits.  Again.  I’m starting to hear occasional wheezing, too.  I can’t do anything about it save lift her torso up for a few minutes and try and rub her back at the same time.  Not an easy feat, I can tell you.

I try not to let her see me upset.  I try to reassure her and not let her see that I feel like I’m helpless.  She’s deteriorating, and it always seems like she’s one coughing/choking episode from pneumonia.  All I keep being told is “there’s nothing we can do about it”.  And I’m not OK with that.

Totally unrelated: where the hell did this broody feeling come from?  And can it please sod off, I’m busy.