I’m tired of being a grown up. Scratch that. I’m tired of being THE grown up. Tired of being the one who makes all the decisions. Tired of having to be responsible for not only my life but that of MW. Tired of living the lives of two people yet not having a life of my own.
Once in a while it’d be nice not to have to think, or worry, or plan. To just be, and have someone else take care of the minutiae of life for a while. To look after me for a change. I can’t remember the last time I was truly happy with life.
I’m having one of those days and wanted somewhere to let off steam. And if I can’t do it here, where can I?